1.I pretend not to care in order to avoid being an inconvenience
2. I force on a smile so that I don’t have to cause you pain.
3. I punish myself to make up for the times that I do cause you pain.
4. I wait for you to text me first so that I don’t become an annoyance.
5. I cry alone so that you don’t have to witness my anxiety and insecurity.
6. I promise myself that I will do whatever it takes to make you happy because I love you and know you deserve the very best in life.
7. I resort back to 1-5 when I break the promise made in 6.
8. I’m sorry.