Until death…

Until death…



I’m drowning in my own thoughts…

I’m drowning in my own thoughts…


It’s not all bad. Ok?

It’s not all bad. Ok?


1.I pretend not to care in order to avoid being an inconvenience

2. I force on a smile so that I don’t have to cause you pain.

3. I punish myself to make up for the times that I do cause you pain.

4. I wait for you to text me first so that I don’t become an annoyance.

5. I cry alone so that you don’t have to witness my anxiety and insecurity.

6. I promise myself that I will do whatever it takes to make you happy because I love you and know you deserve the very best in life.

7. I resort back to 1-5 when I break the promise made in 6.

8. I’m sorry.






There’s a song for every feeling. Every tear, every smile, every heartbreak and every victory. Music ignites the soul and strips us bare. It’s our very essence. Even if you have no one else to turn to and you feel all alone, remember that you can always find comfort in ballads and melodies, serenades and love songs.
Julie Johnson, Like Gravity (via reading-is—breathing)